Betas…. worth the worry?

So first off, thank you to all the congrats I’ve received.  They’re much appreciated, and it makes me feel special that there are people continously following up on this little blog.

 

Second off, is it bad that I kinda don’t want my doctor to draw a beta at my appointment in a few weeks?  I keep reading all these blogs about how women are freaking out over the fact if they’re numbers aren’t perfect, or doubling exactly on time.  Seriously I’d rather not know.  The only thing I want to know is if the pregnancy is in the right place, otherwise leave it be!  This sounds awful, but if I’m gonna miscarry I don’t wanna know, I’d rather enjoy my pregnancy as long as I can.

 

In other news, I’ll be gone for a few days, til about thursday evening.  I’m off to vacation/cruise with the girls.  I’m excited, but at the same time I know I’m going to get homesick.  Especially because I’m pretty hormonal, and I’m finding that I want to cling to my husband, which by the way is probaly annoying the hell out of him.  But I can’t help it, all my emotions are like 10 times magnified.  I’ve also noticed that my annoyance at stupidity is sooooo magnified, like I wanna bite people’s heads off when they argue with me. 

Hopefully I’ll come back nice and refreshed from the vacation.  I’m also hoping morning sickness will wait to visit me.